..sUndaY..
i didnt work today...not becos i dont have to..but i dont want....nw having that kind oof phobia to work..i dont know why, what's going on?? so sad....although this two words is what i always love to say but this time i mean it....what will u feel if the things u do..people dont appreciate? n what will u do? disappointed? angry? frustrated? im so stresssed with my work...on fri night, my boss keep giving me that 'pek chek' noises that he made... really disappointing..cant he give me some time to adapt his ways of working? ever since he came i tried to work more by committing one more days but so far sch projects dont allow me to do so.... n other part timers are better cos they work everyday for the past 2 months...these made me far behind them...new boss use names for all the equipments while the old one used code number..this made a big difference...at this moment..i seldom joined papa's drinking session,that day so stressed still i called n asked him for a drink, i knew that he sensed something n kept asking what happen..., im in a dilemma....should i stay or is time for me to change job? if i quit, does it shows that i cant take such things n how am i able to cope it if i really go out to work?
yesterday, went out with KQ to do RM project..i should say shopping more than doing project..sorry to make her wait..we went to mango sales..hahaha....behaving like typical singaporean...rummage for nice clothings..haha..then we went to yoshinoya..jap restaurant!!! which i dont patronise...aha~ did the weird thing again...(i dont know i should consider it as bad habit or weird behaviour? ) i told KQ i want to order jelly n milo but ended up i ordered a soya milk n a chawanmushi..we sat down n do chat alot....after that, we went to chinatown to buy perfume...hehe..i bought annui sui secret wish perfume...sweet smelling.. so elegant..(i meant the bottle)...haha...being silly, i sprayed boss-element perfume on the piece of paper n accidentially sprayed it on KQ ..i told her that was the perfume that ah koh used n then i put the piece of paper into my hp pouch.i keep telling her i feel the presence of ah koh..haha..n she blamed me spraying on her...like that then got 'nan ren wei' rite KQ? after that we shop again...then my hp rang n naughty KQ teased me by saying dont drop ah koh out of my pouch..then..we bought some snacks home...in the station, i did something funny n 'malu' again...i insert my Ez-link card into the ATM side..hahaha..cos the machine is opposite from lakeside...hahaha..KQ started to giggle n laugh...n in the train oso.....well...i enjoyed so much..i told her since year 2 joining a new class n new sch as well..i changed from bad to better...i didnt use vulgarities (in talking)...n more 'refine' now....reali hapi.....'man zhu...man zhu.. man zhu...'
miss ah koh..waiting for ur letter...happy~
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